this isnt a written confession. it is not a post script. this is not incriminating evidence. it isnt a statement of purpose. this is not an accurate account of events, on purpose. this is not a list of demands. its not a ransom note. this is not a love letter. this isnt a birthday card. this isnt anything at all. this is not lyrics to a sad song. it is not a press release. it isnt a part of any media stunt. this is not a headline. this isnt a review written by a critic. this isnt a missing link. this has yet to be edited. this isnt a storyline treatment. this isnt an advertisement or a marketing gimmick. this isnt ulterior designed. this isnt scripture or a valentine. this isnt your yearbook copy. this isnt a girl scout handbook or one of those cookies. this is not a scalped ticket or a credit limit. this is not legal testimony or a court transcript. this isnt poetry; it isnt art. these pages are not flash cards; dont memorize anything you read here, at all. this is not softcover or pulp. this isnt a foreword or an introduction or a preface or copyright notice. this isnt by chapters or paragraphs or by the numbers instead. this isnt out of print, out of style, it isnt out of it. this isnt an unknown edition, it isnt in rare mint condition. this is not objective opinion. this isnt at all like friends. this is not considerate. you arent the caped crusader. this isnt saving lives. these are not adoption papers. there isnt a speed limit. this isnt check marked. this isnt a birth record or a notorized death certificate. these are not the funny papers or the obituaries either. this is not the classifieds. the personals are unwelcome here. this isnt top secret. this isnt edited for television. it isnt untitled and it was never named. it isnt fable or lullaby or justified. it isnt poetry or fiction, underlined or italicized. it isnt helpful advice. this . . . this is not nice.

maybe. this could be. our last. our will.

this is a prison release form. a pardon. an agreement retreated. a settlement. this is on our permanent record. its an invitation. this is a wedding announcement. divorce paper plane. this is a sick note oragami twisted. a prescription for those that have been offended. this is a patient chart. a most wanted poster. this is aching from falling for the wrong thing in the wrong place at the wrong time. one mugging another. this is a useless sacrifice. this is a helpless disgrace. this is casual indignity. this is a silly little ceremony. if this was dizzy adolecence, mistake making, clumsy headache, language comprehension. this is what youve been barely protecting. this is contempt. this is phony; a real phony. this is unforgivably aquitted. this is undoing. its done. it is an collection of dangerous recipes to which were referred while catering to our love affair. there are ingredients and measurements, instructions used to prepare the main three courses, the drama and the spices. this is a cookbook for people with tragic appetites. this is a menu for picking your fights. this manual teaches you to feed hunger to the starving. this is a prayer for famine. for a second coming. its a curse on harvest moons and farming seasons passed through, by and by. this book is a step by step guide for making poison. these scribbled notes describe methods of torture. this is an interrogation. this is a thesis about things you dont want to hear. blueprints for bad structures and details for weak foundations. its a diagram of this house of cards that collapsed more honestly than the shelter it never provided. this is a graphic novel. this is a playbill. these are blank cue cards. there are plans here for punishing one other. this is a madmans constitution. congress with desperate promises instead of laws. a bill of sale for rights to long lonely nights. this is a lease on life. this is a term of endearingly slanderous remarks. this is tabloid trash. sunny delight. this is a encoded message from sarcasm to criteria. this is a search warrant to enter the premises. this is the yellowed pages. this is a directory of arguments never resolved. this is a sepina, an order to appear. this is a schedule for the maintenance of this devastation. this is a punchcard, down for the count. this is a timesheet for hourly wages. this is a scorecard to keep up with the gaming season. this is a calendar of falling apart. this is a graph of extreme highs and lows. this is a pie chart about the motives and the reasons. this is an auction edition of the liquidation of this estate. the sell sheet of esteem to highest bidders. this is a table of elements. this is a handwritten outline to assassinate the foreshadowing themes. this is a book report of sorts and figures. there are no cliff notes but there is an exam. this is a test, testing the longitude and latitudes; the x and y axis. this is a geographical laugh from the borders around lips. this is a permit to commit to conflict. this is a marriage certificate. these are our health records. this is an illegitimate passport. this is a forged diploma. this is a postcard from the edge. this is a comic book and were in the thick of these absurd events. this is the choking on sandwhich board criteria gone bad, gone worse. this is a sign from god. this is a public posting on a wall, for a good time call. this is a notice of a hearing. this is a voters registration card. this is signing up, a drafting. this is an assignment for trauma wards. these are our identification cards. license to confide in bitter advice from mothers and fathers and street preachers. this is an estimate for the damages done. a periodic table of forgetmenots and quotas and equivocations. a dictionary of appropriately cruel and sinister pictures. an anthology of the time wasted anyway. this is an appendix in other terms. this is segregation. corrosive elements. this is an index without the reference material. this is a bibliography; an invasion of our privacy, referenced for material. this is based on dirty jokes. its a map detailing the corrupt government that serves the democracy of our mindsets. this is the weather reports of my revolt. this is a memorandum regarding martial law in the state of main. this is the white flag of this surrender. this is the tourniquet around insult to injury. this is an emergency broadcast. this is declaration of war. a peace treaty. a suicide note. this is on dear john letterhead. a receipt. this is something upset. this is nothing at all.

this is junk mail. dont forget to recycle.